I've really come to believe over the past few years that as cliche as it sounds, everything does seem to happen for a reason, at least in my life. Mainly the people I meet, it's like people enter my life and serve a purpose and then they are gone from it, amicably or not. I'm probably about 50/50 there. But there's one thing I'm doing right now and I just can't figure out why. Nothing good has come from it, and it causes infinite amounts of stress and anger and disappointment. I'm hoping that over the next few years its meaning will reveal itself, but until then it looks like I'm just out about $2000 with nothing to show for it.